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Crossing the Forth
Last Friday, I caught an early train north, on my way to a brand new literary festival. I drafted my blog, but, sorry pals, I did not get round to posting it. The wifi was not quite up to it. So here it is, this week. Next week, I’ll tell you a bit about the festival itself, because it was terrific fun. This morning I’m on my way to Aberdeen for Bookause Aberdeen Book Festival, and I’m genuinely delighted to be going. There’s something lovely about being invited to speak abou
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3 days ago5 min read


Came home buzzing: my poems are out in the world!
I came home last night from a room full of poems, friendly faces and a good dollop of community & joy, absolutely buzzing. Not metaphorically. Properly buzzing. The sort where you're carrying the warmth of the room around with you while making a cup of herbal tea before bed, slightly surprised that the thing you've spent years working towards has actually happened. I was replaying it all while taking my makeup off. Last night was the launch of my two poetry pamphlets, Gri
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Jun 57 min read


Grit, Flesh, and more chairs
Next Thursday 4 June 2026, my two poetry pamphlets, Grit and Flesh, are being launched with Red Squirrel Press, alongside new work from Chris Powici and Tim Turnbull. I am beyond excited. These pamphlets have been with me for years now. Long enough that they feel threaded through a whole section of my life rather than attached to one neat writing period. Some of these poems were written on my phone notes, in the dark when my children were just a baby and a toddler needing me
cmjproy
May 296 min read


The Least Glamorous Dream I’ve Ever Had
Hello chums. When I was younger, I had a fairly cinematic idea of what being a writer would look like: sitting by a tree chewing a pen, notebook in hand, beautiful old libraries for research and quiet, a lot of cafés. To note, there are nowhere near enough cafés in my life, but there are some. Long mornings scribbling in beautiful notebooks. Thoughtful conversations with other literary types who would presumably say things like “interesting use of structure” while smoking moo
cmjproy
May 228 min read


Submission, Silence, the Long Wait and Rejection
Right then lovely people. Picture this. You spend months, even years, making something. You sit at the desk when you’re tired, stay up late. Every day for absolutely ages, you obsess about the story and the words in your head. You cut and reshape and doubt yourself and carry on anyway. Eventually, after all the drafting, redrafting, dead ends and new starts, and editing and second guessing, it’s time to search up agents or publishers, magazines, opportunities that would suit.
cmjproy
May 86 min read


Editors and Editing
The hidden work that matters more than you think People talk about editing as if it’s a final tidy-up. A wee polish before something goes out into the world. That’s not editing. Nor is it proofreading, for that matter. If you’ve ever had a piece properly edited, you’ll know it can feel a bit exposing. You send something off thinking it’s nearly there, and it comes back with questions you didn’t expect. Not huge, dramatic rewrites. Smaller things. Why this line. Why this order
cmjproy
May 15 min read


How Long Do You Keep Going?
Chums, all my chairs are in disarray. I’ve spent the last few blog posts talking about rooms, about counting chairs at launches, about who fills them and what that means. At the moment, I couldn’t tell you where half of mine are. They’ve been dragged into the garden, repurposed for makeshift dens, covered in snack crumbs, or abandoned halfway through some elaborate game that made perfect sense at the time. I’ve just had three weeks off. School holidays. Two children, ten and
cmjproy
Apr 286 min read


The Gift and the Grind: On Small Creative Communities
Alright then, good people reading my blog. I’m back with my chairs. Yep, I’ve looked up from counting chairs and realised: I know most of the room. I think I was circling this last week when I spoke about 150 copies being a success. I mean it though: I know most of the crowd. Not in that vague way where faces feel familiar, but properly. Shared a stage with one, edited another, had a drink with three of them, promised to send an email to someone at the back and quietly forgot
cmjproy
Mar 257 min read


150 Copies Is a Success
Why the slow burn matters more than the sell-out launch in small press publishing. Success is a slippery thing in indie publishing. If you ask a large publisher what success looks like, the answer is usually straightforward. Full market coverage from independent bookshops to online via the chains and the supermarkets. Copies sold and rights deals. Reviews in the big papers and celeb or two mentioning it on their podcast. A prize if everything aligns. There are numbers that ca
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Mar 138 min read


How Small Cultural Projects Survive in Scotland
And Why They Matter Last week, in my post about poetry pamphlets, I mentioned standing at the back of launches counting chairs. I wasn’t being metaphorical. It’s real life. And maths. Not quite the maths I expected to be using when a teacher once promised I’d “need this later.” Thirty chairs out. Sixteen filled. A quick, silent debate about whether to remove the back row so the gaps don’t glare. Two people text to say they’re “just parking.” A group pauses at the door. Are th
cmjproy
Feb 279 min read


What Poetry Pamphlets Get Right (That Bigger Publishing Often Can’t)
I unapologetically love poetry pamphlets. Not because they’re small and therefore quaint. They aren’t inconsequential filler, nor half-hearted small fry knocked out to plug a gap in the schedule. For many independent presses, pamphlets are the lifeblood. They keep the conversation moving, allow new voices in. They create momentum. There isn’t much money in them. That’s the honest truth. A pamphlet costs almost as much to produce as a full collection once you factor in editing
cmjproy
Feb 136 min read


Editing Poetry: Polish a Poem Without Losing It
People often ask me how to edit a poem. Usually in a slightly panicked way. As if editing poetry is a dark art that only reveals itself after years of suffering. I get it. Writing the poem is one thing. Editing it is another entirely. I’m a published poet and I edit poetry through Stewed Rhubarb Press. I read a lot of poems. I talk about poems all the time. And yet, despite all that, I still do every single thing I’m about to mention in my own drafts. My own editor will happi
cmjproy
Jan 204 min read


The Art (and Chaos gardening) of Being Patient as a Writer
I sometimes think that being a writer requires the patience of a bonsai enthusiast, the endurance of past runrig crofters, and the optimism of someone who plants a seed and fully believes it will become a oak by Tuesday. let’s face it, the amount of happy seedlings my kids have brought home through Primary school only for me to enthusiastically over water them or neglectfully forget to water them again. I failed every sunflower. Feral the Elder’s strawberries live only becaus
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Nov 28, 20255 min read


Taking Notice
Almost every day, I walk my lovely labradoodle, Fidra, along the canal near where I live. It’s an ordinary enough route: down the path behind the house, down the hill, over the bridge, and onto the familiar stretch of towpath that curves like a thought I’ve traced a thousand times. But it’s never the same walk. The seasons keep rewriting it. In late summer, the light grows thick and golden, dripping through the trees like syrup poured from a jug. Soon it will be winter, the w
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Nov 14, 20253 min read


Between Worlds
✏️ Between Worlds I moved from Spain to the UK two days before my eighteenth birthday, carrying a big old red suitcase and a brown canvas shoulder bag. Inside: about twenty cassette tapes, a book, and not much else. I’d forgotten to pack a towel, so the first thing I bought was a soft blue one that cost more than it should have. I remember feeling very proud of it, and then, almost immediately, very homesick. Like my notebooks from back then, I still have it, in all its old t
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Oct 22, 20252 min read
The Joy of Seasonal Writing: Autumn’s Turn
Autumn is always when I turn back to long form. There’s a stillness in these months that draws me in: a sense of contraction and...
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Oct 10, 20252 min read


Editing process - here I come!
I’ve been quiet on my blog for a few months because alongside the day job - I'm a freelance copywriter, publicist, events organiser and...
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Jan 15, 20243 min read


A WRITING ROUTINE FOR A WRITING MAMA
As a writer and freelancer in the literary world, I am very fortunate to be able to set my own hours, though this is not without...
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May 10, 20235 min read


Writing for Mental Health
Did you know that writing can help to improve your mental health? It’s true. In this blog post, I am going to tell you a bit about...
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Apr 27, 20236 min read


Write a novel in ten steps
Do you want to write a novel? Get it done in ten steps! It’s the Easter break, and once more I am juggling the kids and work, though I am...
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Apr 12, 20237 min read
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